faux pas

Why is it that most of the time we tend to give away too much of our mental space to a single person/thing?

There are just weird moments of undiscovered passions that we tend to overlook... may be we want to call them a passion, may be they are just obnoxious selfish needs that we want to pass of as a sad excuse for passion.

I have done this, time and again; given reality but little preference over my fantasy and the slightest hint of it coming true. I have also mistaken my ego to be the “love for my passion” and pursued it till I almost kill myself with the pressure of not getting what I want. This might sound all familiar to all of you reading this, because we all know it happens… but the real question is how you deal with an issue so closely woven into your emotional system. At the end you are the only one who can help yourself out of the vortex or just flow through as if it doesn’t matter to you…

Well I have no answer…. The only reason I’m writing this is because I am in the process of committing this mistake even as I write… weird but true.